Thursday, October 27, 2005.

i've been thinking like fuck.people who hate vulgarities you're welcome to like leave this page.i'm sorry.
i've been thinking about things.i ask God.he told me why.i'm thankful that he let me go into onebee to know all those fabulous people and now he wants to put me into another class to know some more fantastic friends.just realised this when yuting jie suddenly prayed for me in church.felt like great even though i was having fucking cramps.thanks yuting jie!but now something is a mess.tangled up with emotions and stuff.my class my friends my life.damn now i dont give a fuck about anything cause my cramps are hurting like shit.

today nothing much.came to school feelin like trash.just sat around and then went to church and watch the ending of yakuza.rocks my ass.then yuting jie talked to me.vantan and vanchow and annyi waited for me.thanks.and vantan treated me.thanks babe!yeah nothing much and training was okay.just wanna tell someone to fuck off cause you have a super cb attitude lah.like wtf i swore i almost wanted to swear.fuck y'all.

yesterday was the church,talentime and this bicultural talk thing.i think i talked loads of blabberbooop.cant be helped lah.i was born like this.then me and jojo stayed back to watch the chinese show that was shooting in our school and we just watched lah.not bad.then jo told me loads of stuff.interesting stuff like the four kings of council.like kma please?

will update more tmr.cant be bothered now.too pained to be bothered.
tmr is like the last day of school.
tears will flow.hearts will break.
i dont give a shit.
cause im like one of them.

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Friday, October 21, 2005.

hey i'm super tired.i'm busted.gahh just came back from school and going back again later.someone please carry me back to school.

yesterday was pretty average.all the results came back and there was a lot of crying and shouts and laughter.anyw,i think i did better than mye.here's the scoop-
geog-82
history-80
science-68.5
chinese-64
maths-76
english-65
homeec-59

uh-huh that's okay i guess.after all the lessons had training.training was quite okay too.later met ms joey and she told me got pub so i went to help.then i got rlly pissed at __________ and ________
please you said i SOUND sarca.
but i was serious and i want sarca f.y.i.
and whatever i was just staing what those americans say on teevee to their prayers to god before they danced.is that of any wrong?what's your problem you're not even a christian so you got absolutely no rights to say about what i wanna say.i do respect christianity and i believe in God.you've got it all wrong.dont talk to me about being holy.you yoursellf aint holy.
you're just following the crowd, leech.
and to you,you wanna say anything just tell me.i wont get angry.just dont be a hypocrite and flash your teeth at me please.
i cant stand you so i think i'll sit on you.
dont ever use this to threaten this friendship or it'll be over.
you should know you aint really my long good friend.you're just my long time friend.who said anything bout being good?
get your facts right.
yeah then bryan and family came over and we just talked.slept super early as i was alr half-dead

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Wednesday, October 19, 2005.

hellowellobello people.today was such a *&$#%W^$ day please.i woke up early and after eating breakfast i went back to sleep again all the way until 7.10am.so you could imagine i was screaming all over the house shouting for my clothes lah.so anyw went to sch and everything just came back.so here.

geog-82
history-80
chinese(overall)-68
HOMEEC-59!!!!!!!!!!

gahhbahahahaha!look at my homeec lah,damn pathetic please.the day was sorta long.checking out all those damned paper and stuff.assembly was ohokay.then some class including my class had to take this moe maths test.the first few questions were easy then the rest were like superuperduper hard.they should seriously research on the questions.it's so not for us!nothing much now.trying to figure out my new mp3.LOLL.

yesterday was the last day of bonding camp.had breakfast at some roti prata shop and we had to clen up.later then they announced all the prizes.haha my group ondeh ondeh is SECOND.give it up for ondehondeh!took mrt home and i seriously died.i just slept and slept.cause the night before i had no slepp.i sponged poor zhuting for the whole night until 6am then i slept and melly and huimin took over.poor zhuting got high fever.take care girl!we were in the counselling room.jeez its super cool.i'm going to be AP so i can get counselling then i can go into the room! had a lil nap then went to ECP.haha it was like three classes together.1B,G,H.super hilarious.pushing people into the sea and all that kinda stuff.loulou and naenae were practically pushing me into the sea and until i was soaked like SOAKED.it was raining so we bbqued indoors.so nice and funny.i ate a partially raw sausage.haha.meannyi pearly went down to the brach and screamt.felt really really good.

so now i shall talk about LIAM LIAM LAND-COUNCIL BONDING CAMP 05'
saturday- uh-huh on saturday went there late as it was mommy's birthday.went with the whole family to orchard road and just walked.ohokay i shall just start on bonding camp.i brought along my super big tommyhilfiger bag cause all the other bags were too small.shortly after we hads the night games organised by the sec 2s.it was not bad,quite cool.good job you guys!after that went to wash up and sleep.YAY I WAS IN BUNK GEYLANG.GEYLANG IS THE PLACE YOU SO WANNA BE.TRUST ME.

sunday- uhm we ate and did morning exercises and did pumping on that nasty hard,rough floor.had this running after you thing whereby we had to rush to the playgroounds around our school to complete stations.pretty amusing and fun but was super tired.yeah then ate lunch,then that thing happened.see the floor was super wet and cause my slipper has very little grip,i fell and hurt my knee.then poor gwyneth fell right behind me and since she had no place to fall,she fell back and hit the back of her head against the steps and her leg kicked my back.so we ended upin the changi hospital clinic getting check up.when we back we played some funny games and had movie screening.gosh scary movie 3.horny show and funny shit.check it out.then in geylang bunk which is my bunk,we got rlly horny.its like zhu ting and jo did something to my bra,the girls were slapping my ass as if it was fake.everything got highhighhigh.
jeez thanks for enlightening me.
i didnt know it was my fault.
are you just jealous that you cant get as high or what
quit acting like some holy shit and let your hair down
what are girls bunks for?
tell me i wna know.
got rlly pissed at some people.


monday-woke up and had the fitness thing again.after breakfast we went on down to the field to do some cheering and then the amazing race started.clues were cleverly disguised as funny symbols and from pasir ris to tampines to bedok to parkway to toa payoh to town to clark quay and everywhere.eating katong laksa,writing words with your ass right outside the istana,asking for ice kachang and chicken rice in kfc,singing songs etc.all those kinky and cranky stuff happened and it was super fun.we seriously RAN.as in runrunrun.suntec run to esplanade.pasir ris park run to pasir ris mrt.gosh i tell you this camp made me lose weight.that's one thing i'm definitely happy about.we went back late and then started planning for finale night.
gahh at times i really felt like slapping your darn face.
then i got rlly nervous while eating steamboat.thought about what happened then broke down.after performing felt quite okay.gosh song leng and group are super hornny lah.their performance was like...whoa.after that the sec 3s came out.cheered like crazy and alwyn and daniel were having some striptease or something.oh and got new council tee and pub tee..council tee looks like some save the earth thing or something.cheered and screamt like never before.after that took care of zhu ting.

oh haha i realised there's this super cute guy in council.just realised only.has this super baby face.bahh!

goody byebye.shall go now.

10:43 PM
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Thursday, October 13, 2005.

faith is the substance of things we hoped for;
the evidence of things not seen;
your faith will eventually make you whole;
and be faithful to you


HAHA that was my creation can!picked up from here and there.uhm today's english i have no comments about it.then me and annyi and huiling were walking to mrt crapping all the way.haha INDIAN CASTE SYSTEM yeah.leona vanessa and me decided to eat murtabak at century square.haha damn nice okay.so we just walked around the mall looking at usual stuff.
i'm just super disappointed.
i'm worn inside out,
i've got nothing else to say.
words cant describe the feeling of the dance of despair.

yesterday's maths was lil' bit tough for me lah.then after that mehuilingannyi went to tampines to eat long john's.being with those two really give me a super funny feeling as in towrds the positive side.yeah there was this sound effects orchestra we came up with and both of them actually managed to make me choke on my coke and my mucus came flowing.those two prats.so we just walked around tampines lah.ohoh in century square there's this super nice new neoprint shop ok.its glamourous and its much bigger than the tampines one.so people,go there and check it out!then i did lil postcards for a lotLOT of people.and tell you i'm seriously become a lazy pig or something.i just plopped on the sofa and watched tv for the whole night.GAHHH.

looking forward to tmr.LAST PAPERRRR.though i know i wont do that well,but i'm looking forward to going out!sentosa and town.bahh i just cant resist.oh and i'm meeting ophilia estee and woani.just cant wait to see those sexy babees.

1:08 AM
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005.

okay gosh i shouldn't really be doing this during the exam period but ohwell tmr is MATHS!-gaspgaspgasp!so yeah you now know why.ohoh and i wanna quote something from shelley's blog!haha yeah last time when i still had friendster i would pass by some pictures of super KAWAII girls can.the way they pout and make their eyes super big and take photo of themselves at a super weird angle with some funny handsigns.and they put mascara too!y'lnow what.no offence but i think they look like some puffed up hamster lah.for goodness sake you're HUMAN not some hamster wannabe.then they go'looorrvvexx muiish laoo gongxx worhxx.muii arrnnd miiee jiemeixx wennt to eaat worhhxx.berri nishex nehhx!'ohmy gosh i still cant believe shelle brought this up.when i read her post i was lmao-ing all the way so i decided to bring this up too!haha remind me of someone in pri sch.and no offence,this is just my thoughts.

anyw today's chinese paper left me in a sate of shock.like how the hell can they make a paper so difficult and time consuming.i was practically rushing through the whole thing.yeeyah and i just came back from sch eating this super sinful waffle.

yesterday's paper was..history.whoopsie that one i can't say anything.its tough and i'm stumped.when i was at home my sister was on my computer an blasting my music?whatever and i really mugged-grins

sunday nothing much seriously.the whole gang didnt come and eat breakfast with me.damnation.anyw i studied really hard too.oh and HAPPY 4TEENTH BIRTHDAY KOH SINING!

on saturday i really was fooling around.i did very less revision and at night i hanged out with kristybabey! i alw didnt talk to her cause being 1 year younger i thought we had nothing to say.but then yesterday we really chatted.chatted about going to orchard to have piercings soon and then we just played on the swing.see i'm stilll a lil kiddo!

friday was science and boy was it hard.was struggling la.after that mevanannyi went to eastpoint to bk!haha love cheesesticks!then i was feeling hungry so idecided to go to kfc to buy popcorn chicken.and i was the 1G girls and naenae!yeah then they were waving to me.yup then annyi and van didnt dare to go in anymore.you what they tell me?they're scared of sports class people.LOLUADOO.i just went back and really did my work.ohoh and i did 150 crunches,30 push-ups and 600 skipping!YAY!but shortly after i went to eat asam fishhead curry and i gained back what i have lost.boobledoop!

11:41 PM
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Thursday, October 06, 2005.

geez everything is weird nowadays.i'm like ill.last few days i was tryna console fathersongleng about his fever and flu but now it happens to me.like wth?i'm seriously gonna deplete the Earth's source of tissue paper.wonder how come my nose keeps running like a tap,flowing like there's no tomorrow.

yeah today's geog exam was aokaye.easier than the mid-years.one down,six to go.get in on girl.
yesterday was pretty average.we went to geog room for geog exam.and omgosh there's this smartscreen or something,its super cool.its like a computer cum plasma cum touchscreen thing?we were practically fooling around and gaping at it.then for the first time benjamintan lectured us.i tell he's super nice k,he told us a lot of clues and important points cause my class' geo is gonecase.anyw,THANKS mr tan.english and maths was quite relaxed.chinese we had tingxie.haha i got full marks for one!it reminiscent me of the primary school days.yah and for history i got fairly good marks.yeah then for geog remedial everyone was bombing questions on mr tan.heh.when i got home i seriously went to study lah.

tuesday i think it was okay?then i realised that behind my second earhole there's this super big pus pimple and it bled lah.so i decided to let tht hole close.damn.everything was okay i guess.then during recess i dontknow what the 1J boys are up to lah.
monday's we had no CT.so all the periods were shifted up and we went home at 12.15pm.cool eh?nothing much.revised all my homework.

sunday was okay too.couldnt have tennis as cherylbracessista was sick.then i followed mummy they all to bedok and eateat.then we went to bodynits building and have look at the sales there.i tell you it was a killer sale.they sell nike and puma and addidas stuff at $10 each.yeah so i bought a sports bra and three tees.my mommy bought those bodynits stuff at like $6.i tell you the prices were reduced by 60-70 % lah.cool eh?yup.

i dontknow what is wrong with me nowadays.like i dont care about my exams that kinda thing.like i'm resigned to my fate that i cannot do well in exams.and whenever i study,distractions come and go.then when i study i fear that i study too little or too much.i worry that what i study will not be tested.i worry that i'll forget the information that i've studied. i worry that the information i studied will not appear in the exams.i worry how to absorb the information.what is the world coming to?why do i feel like that?the world is twirling and swirling,and i just cant keep up.

12:08 PM
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Sunday, October 02, 2005.

i dont like my comp.it keeps crashing.i posted four times about my post i posted just now.i'm lazy to type anymore.i'm tired.i wanna die.i dont wanna live.the world is tearing me apart.i'm probably going to disappear from this dreaded place.but above all this, i bought 4 addidas tees for $10.so i dont think i still wanna die.looking at my friends ad everyone and God,nah i dont wanna die.i just wanna live.byebye everyone.stop poking your stupid face at the computer and reading my post.shoo to do your revision for EOYS.
luckieluckie everyone.i shall hereby bless you with my luck*DANG*

2:55 PM
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